Maybe having an outlet to type my thoughts will be cathartic..... Maybe you all know after reading that what is inevitably true. That's never gonna work. We need people right? We need to talk and discuss and hear and understand and move forward, right? A lot's changed, I've said this before, but REALLY, a LOT'S changed. How do you say you've been divorced without saying you've been divorced? It was final two weeks ago exactly. It was a rough year and a half, and now it's not "better"...it's...different, but not really. My lawyer said he hears most people experiencing this emotional firestorm that it's both happy and sad all at the same time. It's like your body and mind and world trying to trick you. It's like I'm in control and completely out of control all at the same time. I can't grab ahold of myself at any one given time and I can't grab ahold of anyone else ever again without....wonder. Worry. Anxiety. Hope. In 202...